Death of a Spouse
My Heart & Soul
I lost my husbsnd very suddenly on Feb.26,2009, we just had our 28 wedding anniversary on Feb.6,2009.
I am so lost with out him, all i every do is cry and it's very hard waking up with him not beside me, i have so many people supporting me and they will talk with me and are always there for me, but i am totally lost, i can not even think about living without him, everyone tells me it will get better with time, but i don't see that and i don't know how i will ever be able to live again, i don't think i will ever be able to stop crying, He is my husband and my lover and my best friend and i don't know how i can go on without him.....
I am so lost with out him, all i every do is cry and it's very hard waking up with him not beside me, i have so many people supporting me and they will talk with me and are always there for me, but i am totally lost, i can not even think about living without him, everyone tells me it will get better with time, but i don't see that and i don't know how i will ever be able to live again, i don't think i will ever be able to stop crying, He is my husband and my lover and my best friend and i don't know how i can go on without him.....
