Death of a Parent
Still feel lost without my Mom.
I am 56 now,I still miss Mama SO MUCH! I can still see that night as clear as day as if it were just yesterday. I even still cry because I don't have her around. I've been married for 36 years, have one daughter and a beautiful 10 year old grand-daughter. I wish Mama could have been here for all of that. So for every one who still has their Mom....treasure her and all your times with her. Yes, my life went on, but the pain of losing Mama is always with me.
Mary
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Yes, my mom is gone also....i just think about her and what she did for me and cared for me no matter what .
I just lost my mother the day before Thanksgiving this past year. I still feel the pain and sadness deep in my heart. You never realize how much a mother means until she is gone. She really was the only person who really loved me unconditionally, would listen to me when nobody else would and would do anything to help me. A husband cand be loving but it's not the same. The bond is different. I have a fifteen year old son and that relationaship is full of love and caring but it does replace the one with my mother. Know ing how much my mother loved me gives me strength to go on, because I know that is what she wants. I am always looking for signs that she is still near me but so far nothing profound has happened. That would bring me more happiness and peace than anything else. Have you experienced any "signs" that your mom is around you? It must have been really hard for you to lose her at such a young age. It must have been terrifying for her too, leaving you behind. I am sure that she would want you to be happy. I know it is hard and painful.
